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Friday, February 27, 2009 ♥ 9:47 PM

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♥ 9:36 PM

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♥ 9:22 PM

currently i shall use this blog skin since i shouldnt find any.the web lagged my lappy for a few seconds.
craps...

life is so boring.schooling every single day.wishing for the day to come.

i miss my past.
2008 memories.

awww....

mum have been crapping with me since afternoon.so much that i couldnt hide anything from her.so much till i feel like crying.and she kept repeating about Kenneth,at that moment.my mind went blank.finally i understand who she refering to.

awaiting for one to come.
mum dont worry,i'm alrights.

SHE DONT LOVE YOU....

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♥ 8:34 PM

monday
skipped monday entry,since it seem like always the same when come to monday
it felicia day :D
and of course i enjoyed myself....

that all for monday.
i wanna a new blog skin,but the web kept giving me problem,

shall be patience!!!

tuesday

art day :D
had art lesson,did some drawing before leaving.
ok done :D
finally i can enter the web.
:D cheers

Labels: art lesson, blog, felicia, school

♥ 4:07 PM

you arent any greater.you are just like me,human.
dont come and show me atitude.

so just shut up.

♥ 3:55 PM

last night,i thought about this.but after today,i knew you are the best.

claimed that a taxi driver is better then you.maybe for that moment.
but now you are the greatest one.
i cant deny that i hate you that moment.but now,everything seem fading away.i no longer hate you,but i love you many more.
i love you.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ♥ 6:03 PM

sat entry :D
i had some photo to upload.

went to indoor stadium for thinking day,and then i just found out there only one indoor stadium in singapore.so that was the one that host concert and etc.

how dumb am i....

back to topics.
i skipped arts lesson again all because of guides.
and i skipped 3 in total.
hais.three in a row.

omg.and i guess i wont be going next week too.since then i shall start doing my art piece,after this post i guess.
buck up :D

how am i suppose to finish them.
tmr there is biology retest too.

did usual stuff like the past 3 years.but this time it super boring,still remember sec 1 and sec 2,i had lots of fun with the rest.but now,SIAN!

nevermind,sat bus back and had dinner at mos burger with xuewen,shuying and another second one girl.

she was super irritating la,
kidding.

but she really need to learn what is call manners.

after that,home sweet home :D

♥ 5:20 PM

Best Actress

Chen Li Ping (Just in Singapore)
Chen Li Ping (The Golden Path)
Fann Wong (The Defining Moment)
Felicia Chin (The Golden Path)
Jeanette Aw (The Little Nyonya)
Joanne Peh (The Little Nyonya)

陈莉萍凭【黄金路】与【一房半厅一水缸】两剧入围最佳女主角；李心钰凭【稀游记２】与【与心共舞】入围新奖项最佳资讯节目主持人，双双创下红星大奖首次有艺人在同一奖项获得两个提名的纪录。其他入围最佳女主角的有【沸腾冰点】的范文芳与【黄金路】的陈靓瑄。

Best Actor
Adrian Pang (Nanny Daddy)
Chen Han Wei (By My Side)
Huang Wen Yong (Just In Singapore)
Pierre Png (The Little Nyonya)
Qi Yu Wu (The Little Nyonya)
Tay Ping Hui (The Golden Path)

super happy when i heard that felicia chin was nominateed for star awards 2009.
CHEERS :D

THE GOLDEN PATH :D

Labels: felicia, tv news

♥ 3:27 PM

friday entry 20.02.09
today it girl guides day :D

wore guides uniform to school,met shuying in the morning.we were asked to stand in front of the whole school,in the hall.my leg went wobbly and it numb for a few mins.again,wore guides uniform all the way till my recess.
again i didnt join pe lesson.

had meeting after school,it so called a celebration.

it didnt went well for me since i am having stomach cramp,lefted early since i wasnt feeling well,plus i cant stand up at all,was told to sit at the side when the other joined the activity.
rushed home and had my lunch.mum cooked mee hoon and i had a can of peanuts.
was busy eating and chatting with von at the same time.both of us were hesitating if we should go down anot.

met her after that,since she havent had her dinner.she ate wanton mee and i got really bored so ended up i'm like shooting her none stop.

hahaha.after tossing the coins,we hesitated for awhile before deciding where to go.
ended up ,i suggested to go delifrance since then i was craving for their salad.

OMG,it delicious :D
thanks for the accompany von...

while some of them managed to see feli...

Labels: girl guides, life, salad

Friday, February 20, 2009 ♥ 10:12 PM

shouldnt even be nice in the first place.
since they didnt wanna admit,i got no choice but to resign on fate. :D

lucky enough,i saw her :D

here come my thursday post.

i didnt wanna blog first,but since i am really behind time,i shall blog something.
had no ideas what to do so called von and asked her pei me down to rg.
while waiting we did word search.

till 9.30pm or so,we saw ixf,had chat with her.

just then i asked yj something,i turned around it happened to be felicia :D
super happy,stopped her before cabbing home.

HAPPY DAY :D

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ♥ 7:21 PM

friday 13.02.09

not to mention,i went out with shuying to ps,since she need my accompany to ps ,to collect her spect.went guaradian and all i can say is i dropped nearly 20items on that day itself.
my hand turned wobby and i dropped many items be it face stuff or body stuff.
the funniest thing is i dropped those that i didnt wish to buy.

had dinner at kfc.i missed colesaw,chessefries and YAMI yogurt. :D
ordered medium since grapes(small) left one only.so i gave mine to shuying.
trained home after that.

life for tuesday 17.02.09

had usual lesson till 3.40pm because there is art.
cheers.

today is kind of special because i'm not so tired compared to others tuesday.partly is css,it took out really alot of my time,be it watching it live or on tv.

but nevermind,i seem to enjoy this life,with the usual peeps.
aww,it so so sweet :D

enough of monday :D

back to tuesday...
was having break before art lesson start.recieved a sms from von,claiming that she saw yahui at j8.woah!

after school went j8 with jialing since both of us were heading to j8.
waited for my mum at j8 for an hour.
and i walked around ALONE.
the feeling is so so great.

i need not,need to open my mouth at all.
but of course my legs and hands are itchy.
and i easily drop things.

waited and waited,finally mum came.
woah,and had shopping at popular before returning home :D

time for bathing :D

i seem to enjoy nua-ing at home.

time for my revision,bye :D

♥ 7:17 PM

before i started out with my revision for tmr test,i shall blog something.

nothing seem right at the moment.jealously came again and again.i couldnt control it.
thinking and thinking,how i wish i have the same fate as them.i wish.

but too bad,i have my own life too.

sadly my life isnt as exciting or interesting as theirs.but so far i'm happy with what is given to me.
i can i have another request?

i dont mind how it turned up to be...
give it a try.

idontknow,idontknow,idontknow.
arghhh!!!!

WHY!!!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ♥ 8:41 PM

tonight,i see another new side of me
tonight,i gone through another new experience.
tonight,i learnt to let go.
tonight.you became my another half.
tonight,i learnt a new word.

AND LASTLY TONIGHT IT A BRAND NEW DAY :D
it TUESDAY :D

TONIGHT ,I'M LISTENING TO TONIGHT :D
sound weird?
hahaha,it my favourite song :D

and i realised i have gone through so much.
the day i met this song,i had already left a space for it..till now it still my love.
it have gone through too much with me.

be it friendship or relationship.

practically everything,i believe in you :D

how i wish i could spend another night with you.
everynight i MISS YOU.

CHEER :D

and again i went through another monday...

TONIGHT TONIGHT TONIGHT :D

♥ 8:29 PM

why everyone became so fake,even you?
why?

i'm sorry....
wasnt myself for the past few days...
i'm sorry....

be it attitude or behaviour.

thanks for letting me know,dearies.if it wasnt you,i would not have realised the change in me.

it partly my true colours,but after all everyone do have 2sides.

like what you had said to me,it impossible to be nice every minutes.

imagine if i have to smile,when you did wrong.?

think it another way round,what if it happened in you?

it's so tiring.
life is so so tiring.

i may seem selfish.
but afterall that ME .

by that point of time,you may even say i'm fake.

everyone is selfish...

i cant be entertaining and cheerful every moment.
it IMPOSSIBLE...

so bear with it...
i will try to change.
till my mood return back to normal.

meanwhile BEAR WITH IT...

♥ 8:11 PM

monday blues ):
dragged my feet and carry a blue bag as usual and walked the same path,to school.
sigh,told myself,it monday again.
but the usual route continue,which cheered me up a lil.
it css time :D
but of course i'm happy about it,there FELICIA :D
had usual lesson till 2.30pm and rushed home for lunch.
since this gonna be my last time going home so early during monday.so i cherish the time,spending it at home.

was really tired but i told myself not to fell asleep.
till it 5.30pm,granny was busy watching wu chu cai hong and i joined her along the way.
got really hooked by the dumb and clumsy jeanette(roles) and was shocked that i rmb the story plot,how wonderful :D
since then,von smsed me around 6pm and asking if i fell sleep...was suppose to meet her earlier on but due to my lazyiness i nua at home. rushed out to meet von since delphine already on her way le.
von kept calling me to take cab,after much consideration we took a cab down.bought yami yogurt and bubble tea.managed to saw ixf at around 7plus before entering the theatre.
this time the show is getting worser and we seem to lost interest in it.
lefted the theatre right after the show ended since we wasnt interest in the result show.
but there yoga ): and we doubt felicia will bear to leave there.

bingo,she came out at around 11plus.
by the time delphine,von and i fell asleep.and i got really tired.
even i took pic with felicia,my eyes wasnt open.Second attempt,again FAILED.
dumb enough,i then found out,i wasnt using my camera for the photo.
dumb enough to bring a camera out.
and i got my setting,just nice for me ):
it alrights,there always a chance...
memories are kept in my heart :D

ixf stayed with us till idk what time,and we cabbed home after that.
ixf :D

16.02.09
and i ended my day right after ixf left :D

Labels: css, felicia, ixf, school, srp

Friday, February 13, 2009 ♥ 11:24 PM

let back track from 9 feb to 13feb :D
my instructor is PEI LEE.

day 1-we had orientation and everything well prepared before activity.did some ice breaking games and packing for our room.
after lunch we had kayaking session,i simply detest it since i wasnt interested or rather good in it.spent most of my time capsizing the boat.in total of 5times for day 1.
had outdoor cooking i think.we even did some puzzle mixing at night.

day 2-woke up and did some activity before setting off for our trekking at night.did some obstacles which include rock climbing and other ropes stuff.and over rall it called as chimey climb(i guess)
i wanted to give up and even pooja told me to let go and go down.but i choose not to listen to her.i know what my limit and how far i can go.the matter of time is more impt to me.
without it i'm nothing.
but after thinking and struggling up there i managed to climb up and complete the climb.
i completed it :D
cheers.
and WITHOUT the help from others.

and after climbing we had our wash up before packing our backpag,had a short distance trekking over to camp site 2 for our activity.all of us slept in the tent and we did pitch and outdoor cooking.
some reflections and even seeing pei lee our instructor making popcorn :D

day 3-had our real trekking from campsite 2 and all around the whole island,it really tough and tiring walking with our full bags.all of us were too tired to talk too.
thanks instructor for cheering our mood up when we slow down.finally we completed the whole trail to ubin village and back to camp 3.it really stress and tiring.
we COMPLETED it.
slept there at sleep 3 without light and toilets.
but we managed to survive,we even have our duties at night.
even heard from galen wild boar are just outside our tent(sleeping)

oh ya did i mentioned i saw wild boar(day 2).

day 4-had kayking sesson early the morning from camp 3 to the whole island before going back to campsite 1.kayak for 12km and 7hrs.
WONDERFUL :D
thanks andrew and wanhao for your guiding :D : D :D
without them i might even have give up.
thanks andrew especially D:
and of course thanks my partner abigail.

ps:not like some of the girls leaving everything to the guys do and just enjoy peeling their oranges along the way.poor guy ):

back to campsite 1,did our washing before bathing,and of course tmr will be the last day :D
had activity along too.

yes the night trail,was supposed to walk alone but ended up they waited for each other.but for me,i MANGED TO COMPLETE it,all by myself.
it freaking scary and it also my first time walking alone in the dark(forest)
i MANAGED TO COMPLETE IT.
(for this is already mentioned in previous entry)

day 5-we had only left one activity which the bell thingy and of course morning exercise.
and finally we went HOME.

I MISSED OBS CAMP MANY ): ): ):

i guess i have gain more confidence and never give up spirit.

Labels: camp, friends, life, obs

♥ 11:09 PM

back from obs camp :D

AWESOME

managed to survive in the camp...3 cheers everyone :D

although it really tough,but i didnt chosen to give up afterall,at one point of time i wanted to let go and just ignore everything.i knew i cant because afterall it team spirit,thanks many to wanhao and andrew for their help,guiding me through the kayaking session.

it pretty a tough one since i am using my left hand to paddle.but i managed to pick up and start paddle like the rest.i admitted that i am really a slow learner when come to saying and showing.but when come to guiding along and etc,i really pick up fast.

with the heart,i manged to complete many things that i didnt expected.
unpredictable.

at the point of time i went really low,just wanna to give up but this voice held me back,i must give up and for the sake of my team mates and my partner.
i manged to :D
cheers :D

night trail was the worst and scary one among all the activity.we have to follow the trail and walk alone back to the camp site.all i could say that,this is my first time walking alone in the dark at the forest. :D
i manged to complete it WITHOUT anyone accompanying me :D
i am super HAPPY :D
at that point of time.
i couldnt stop but kept laughing to myself(in the heart) for my achievement :D
that point of time i was shivering and holding my pen tight so i would continue for my journal.

trekking was a tough one since we have to carry our full backbags for campsite 2 and around half the island for trails and everything and we got freaked out when we were told that we have to u-turn back 4km back to camp 3.

camp 3 was a freaky one.
all i cna say that there is NO toilet and NO light in there.
it freaky scary plus that day it rained and we slept in the tent with wet mat and tent.
we pitched tent in the rain.

so after this i shall sum up the 5days in obs :D

Labels: camp, class, life, obs

Sunday, February 8, 2009 ♥ 3:06 PM

hello :D

♥ 2:37 PM

i had OFFICALLY GIVEN UP....

although i aren't a christian but i understand exactly what is about.and inspire him alot.
after all i am from a christian school..

i had learnt to to look at the brighter side
i had learnt to give in
i had learnt to let go
i had learnt to think for my future.

and all this lil things changes my life.
thanks for the wonderful months and days.

i am bidding good bye to you.

hopefully there is a miracle...

time for obs camp 9 feb to 13feb :D

will be missing

certain people especially

ANNABEL,my dearest classmates.

shanthiti,(opps how to spell

SHUYING :D

VON DA JIE :D

TWEETY :D

FELICIA :D

IXF :D

and many more.

MY DEAREST MUM .

and maybe YOU.

i miss you.

Labels: felicia, ixf, life, love one, you

♥ 1:27 AM

everything had happened,it impossible to let go within a second.
i glad to have you around when i needed you.

happy for everything,you had did.everything is fated

no ideas what i wanna and what i wanna to let go off.
no energy to think,no energy to hold something
my heart had weaken.

suddenly food isnt a good thing to numb myself,not even seeing you.
food since like what i need for when i am tired and i can just dont eat for a whole day.

all of the sudden everything had changes my life.

i no longer is the lijuan everyone once knew
thanks for having the opportunity to leave everything aside and challenge at obs.

all the best..

Labels: life, sadness

Saturday, February 7, 2009 ♥ 2:45 PM

sat :D

i received a call,and was hesitating if to pick up or not.
it a unknown number.

and it DELPHINE ho,she wont have called me i wont get to see felicia :D
same goes to von.

i had actually slept from 3plus am to 3pm.wonderful sleep :D
i'm too tired to even crawl out of my bed.

but when i heard about this,i rmb at that point of time,i kept telling delphine told you feli will go ...and repeat again and again.
not knowing it 3pm .
oh gosh and quickly took a bathe and dashed out of my house to meet von.
we cabbed down to fep after hopping in a cab.

reached fep and we heard feli voice.we are super late :D
went up to 2nd floor to get a better view.
but before we left to find rm.

we shouted feli jiayou from 2nd floor and felicia looked up.
event had ended and all of the css host including those contestants went in to ncore.

and feli turned to me when she was walking.
she looked shock that why me and von will turn up?
to see you of course :D
but last min decision..

lefted for car and we took lift.
and of course we waited for felicia left before leaving the carpark.

von went crazy and suddenly call me take a cab down to olive road.
i got stunned.

we almost got freaked out twice today.

one was walking around at the car park
another was in a cab.

it so freaking scary.
i even planned how to escape.

LOL :D
watched too much drama le..

and of course i spotted her car again.
IXF :D
chatted with her before leaving :D

ya end of my day.

something changes my feeling after ,open my mail.

thanks for the drink :D

Labels: cab, call, css, event, felicia, food, ixf, life

Tuesday, February 3, 2009 ♥ 10:19 PM

i didnt noticed that today is Tuesday till biology lesson.kept thinking today is Wednesday,what wrong with me.
anyways art lesson was the last period for today,sat with jazreel and jialing but half of the time i was in my own world,in fact every single lesson...

the feeling is so strong till i feel like running away from school.
i hated the reality.

just kept thinking about feli and feli.
and ixf....
my brain went on and off...
flunking for sure.

had dinner with my family since they was having a so called big meals but not all were present,i ate earlier on with j8 le.
and i am super full,kept snatching crabby from brother. :D

random thoughts,was bickering with my cousin(same-age) while preparing for yu sheng feast,both of us was snatching to place the foods.
it have been a long time since i bicker or rather chat with her...

ps:stop showing me attitude fuckers....

i miss felicia and you :D

♥ 9:06 PM

whatever is it.it meant to be.
i no longer trust you anymore.the feeling had drifted,we since to be stranger now.

i dont care,i dont bother.whatever is it,is it.
you can jolly well vanish from my world.
and i will do the same to you.

just some recaps about my life

Is there a need to take picture every time?anyways,i aren't like you.

the feeling had drfited.
i wanna learn new skills.

yesterday night,i learnt a new lesson.

it felicia day :D
MONDAY of course!!!!
awaiting for every monday.
as usual i went for css live show.
this time the atmosphere suck to the hell,it super stuffy and irritated by the noise.
and everything.

but of course she was PRETTY :D
sporty :D

i didnt manage to say anything to her...
broken records.

thanks IXF for the accompany :D
AND ya :D

THANKS,THANKS,THANKS IXF :D

Labels: css, felicia, ixf, life

Sunday, February 1, 2009 ♥ 3:35 PM

yesterday is flag day :D
if they didn't provide us cip hours,i wont have gone.

anyways,annabel came late for school and i decided to be a kind soul.trained down ALONE to chinatown and met her there.she was about an hours late.i slacked around ALONE.walked pass and saw some of my school mates doing there,there other school too.

since i am here for cip,i decided to approach some of the passerby for donation.

I AM SUPER HAPPY :D,that my first attempt was a SUCCESS.

EVEN the SECOND one :D

since i am all alone,i flooded rm and annabel sms...

and soon after i got REJECTED.nevermind.

and here comes,
finally annabel arrived.went down to pick her and we had our breakfast at macs before starting her journey at chinatown.

there many kind soul too :D

i knew ORCHARD will have MORE,but too bad,we was arranged here.both of us walked down from to clarke quay and to cityhall on our ways we chatted and approached passerby :D

if wouldnt have annabel i would have died,thanks many :D

thanks to the BITCH for rejecting me...
FUCK OFF,you arent any princess or whatever shit.

your attitude changes,even she is much better then you.
p/s:if you think it you,so be it :D

after that came back to school,did word search on my new book.

met shuying in school and after returning those stuffs we trained down to cityhall and walked around suntec city before the events.

SUPER UNHAPPY ):

no YUWU ):

and got that stupid fool ....

THE EVENT was so BORING and SUCKY.
till i leave for lunch,settled at pepper lunch.

ate my all time favourite,salmon pasta,it taste really different after adding the sauce that placed on the table.still rmb my first time eating with shuying.we lefted suntec city and went to catch a movie at marina sq...
watched WEDDING GAME,i must say this is a really nice movie,the whole cinema we are in is flooded with humans :D
both of us,looked like fools and we turned around the whole marina sq for the hotel toilet.

went over to raffles city after the movie and i bought cards.
had dinner at raffles city at mos burger before training home.

i miss felicia and you ):

Labels: event, flag day, life, movie